Wow i havn't been on here in awhile I am no longer seeing Jason the guy from the pic in my last post. We broke up due to him thinking I reminded him of his ex. Anyways dating sucks. I had decided not to date for awhile just enjoy being single.
Well I then met Jason ( I know kinda weird) he is a great guy at first I thought it was just going to be see him occasionally, he lives in Simi Valley about 40 mins south of where I live in Palmdale. Boy was I wrong but I am glad I was, I see him every day almost he is awsome he drives here to see me almost every day after work. I couldn't ask for a sweeter nicer guy.
One little issue that we are just taking slow is he just got out of a 6 yr relationship ouch!! They own his condo in Simi together. So he wants to get all that stuff squared away before we are officially together. Well we have had alot of together time which is great I am not really used to someone wanting to be with me and not expect anything. With him it's all about me and us not all about him. He is a sherriff for LA County he works at a Prision in Valencia.
I am really not used to having feelings for someone I just met I am kinda weird about trusting guys and getting close, it seems whenever I get close they pull away. So i have tried to keep everyone at arms length and I have been pretty good about it till recently. See he is on his way to Snow shoe lake up north and since we have met we havn't gone a day without seeing eachother. Now normally that wouldn't be a big deal at all, normaly I am like have fun see you when you get back becareful. This time is sooo different it is borderline pathetic, I can't sleep I am texting ( anyone who knows me knows I HATE texting) every 3 mins. I am going out of my mind all this for a man I met like 3 weeks ago people, am I just really weird or am I not the only one who feels like this so soon???? I just don't get why this man is making me crazy I have dated alot of people and for much longer periods of time before I felt anything remotely close to the way I feel now. I want to be with him all the time, I know what everyone is thinking it will wear off but with me it just gets worse, I can't see it being any worse.
Well I have rambled on for awhile I should get to sleep I have to get up early in the morning for work. Here is a pic of Jason and I the other day at a mexican restraunt out here .....